I used to be despair and sullen over life.
Today, I had two more reasons to live.
These are memories I will not forget.
My first time.

From now on, I will be more grateful for everyday I live.
I dont care if I am morbid, not going to be mindful if I am being left out, or that I am bored or a loner.
That reasons will will me on.
My beliefs and firmness, I will uphold them.

I have nothing to give, but I promise I will do my best and be kind to people I cherish.
On my last breath, I will be contended to join the other side as equals.

My heart aches for those who left me forever.
To the living; my joy, my hope, my future - I pray that I wont regret.
I will just shroud my feelings and live my life for people I counted on my right hand fingers. 

"Toothy! Get ready and we are going for a jog!"

Mummy yelled and was all geared up, in her hello kitty socks, fbt shorts and a towel around her neck.

Before the pug can yelp a happy reply and run towards the door, a book from the table had dropped and landed on Toothy.
Woooooof!
Toothy woke up instantly.
It was just a dream. 
Mummy is a busy owner.
She does not have time to bring the hyperactive dog out for walks or jogs anymore.
Its been six months.

Toothy understands as mummy had two little cats now, Kiki and Missy.
Toothy loves to give a playful "grrrr" to his favorite playmate Kiki.
In return, Kiki will aways jump and give Toothy an affectionate bite.
This dog cat friendship has been going on for months.
Kiki will meow Toothy and Toothy will get food and feed him.

Toothy, along with Kiki is always outside.
Toothy would be wagging his tail, Kiki will be lazing on a spot or sometimes come and rub Toothy.
Toothy is a loyal dog, he always wait for mummy.
He is always excited to go out with mummy.

Back in september, Toothy does not have a name.
He had been only part of the family for only eleven weeks.
Mummy had an ongoing tooth decay that is hurting her.

Mummy : " Ok ! U shall call toothy !
                 My tooth super pain .
                 Lao niang wanna cry :( "
Toothy  :  " Be strong ! Toothy will pray for you !"
Mummy : " Toothy nice !! " 

And the story goes on.
Toothy the pug helped her look after Kiki when she went off to genting.
Toothy care for Kiki as his best friend and protect mummy.
Toothy will always want to make mummy happy !